Talk:Nunnally vi Britannia/@comment-110.54.250.191-20190104110910/@comment-2003:E1:707:4D00:1DEB:BCF1:177F:CFFF-20190817181400

 I did some digging and found the source. Keep in mind that I only found a chinese translation which I put into Google Translate. The mentioned sections are from R2-TURN 4.

TURN-4.2-TRUTH:



 "Do you think you know me very well!?"

 (…)

 When I lived with my brother Lelouch at the Ashford Academy, the people around me were only impressed with Nanaly's "She is a girl who is inconvenient, intimate and gentle and kind."

 clever? Introverted? Gentle and kind?

 Unfortunately, these words are completely out of touch with her. To put it bluntly, even among the peers of the British royal family, she can be attributed to the part of the temperament that is quite extreme. There is no such thing as "palliative" in this girl's dictionary. For her, Bertolis's evaluation is quite accurate, that is, she is like her mother, Mariana, both in terms of strengths and weaknesses. Nana Li has never distorted the "self". For example, no matter how small the possibility, she still petitioned to be the governor of the 11th district; for example, regardless of the opposition of the people to establish the Japanese SAR again; for example, after the establishment of the SAR, Regardless of how dissatisfied by assistant assistant Romer, he insisted on implementing the rule of the 11th district in his own way. All this is impossible for any girl who is "smart and introverted".

 Just -

 Nana Li just hides the person behind herself.

 why?

 It is self-evident, because this is the ideal of the person she values ​​most.

 Because being a "gentle and kind sister" is her responsibility. At least, she thinks so.

 (..)

 "Do you think you know me very well! You talk about it!"

 Nana Li repeated, but Aniya could not answer. Then, Nana Li continued to yell.

<p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"> "Yes ah! You have no idea! Can not understand! You will understand how I! Is not responsible, then what!? What's wrong! I know this world is not the world! Because I can not do anything!"

<p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"> A Nia stepped back a few more steps. Perhaps it was this point, and Nana Li’s emotions became even more exciting.

<p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"> "Yeah! I am different from you! You have the feet to walk, there are eyes that can be seen. But, I don't! You can do anything, but I can't do anything!"

<p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"> That is... a deep See the darkness at the end.

<p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"> It was the darkness that nestled in the heart of Nana Li over the years. No one has ever seen it. Aniya, Suzaku, even the brother Lelouch is the same. That intense, embarrassing, ugly and sticky negative emotion -

<p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"> "When you dirty your underwear, you can only let other people clean it. Can you understand this mood?? You are so annoyed that you have a hard time apology, but still have to apologize to those who wipe their bodies. Can you understand this kind of mood? How shameful and unwilling you are, but still have to smile and say thank you to those who clean up the dirt for themselves. Can you understand this mood? I can’t even satisfy myself, but people actually Archduchess, Governor!? even their own can not take care of good people actually standing on what you can do in these people's heads, do not you feel funny? really big joke ah! "

<p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"> is not Aniya has never thought of this. But the emotional Nana Li was out of control, and the resentment accumulated over the years was not able to pour in a moment.

<p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"> "You can only accept the favor of others!? Yes, that's right! It's true! My brother's words are correct, my body has no use. But... Do you know how much pain you have to suffer while being blessed?? You think I am willing to do this! I am alive, I want to run with my own legs, I want to do something!"

<p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"> Nana Li held her chest with her hand. Because of her emotional excitement, she had to breathe in a hurry, her upper body had been leaning forward, and at the same time, as the force passed, the sound became smaller and smaller. But even so, Nana Li still did not stop shouting.

<p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"> (…)

<p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"> "I... the person I like the most in this world, doing what I least want him to do, but I can't stop it... I don't know anything... just laughing like a fool... People protect... I don't expect to protect many people... There is only one person... He is more important than anyone else... It's everything to me... But even him, I can't protect it... I can't save it... I regret it ... can't forgive myself... I hate... myself... why..."