Talk:L.L./@comment-32252462-20190221202603/@comment-36273071-20190222134311

...okay, that was painful to read through.

The answer for the original question is exactly what anon 3 said- Lelouch could drop dead any minute, so he does not want to have his sister, Shirley, Kallen and everyone else watch him die for a second time.

The "interesting" and important thing is that C.C. does not want many men and their superficial love- she wishes for the genuine love that only Lelouch had shown her, after centuries of being hated by her former disciples (or stalked by them like Mao showed us).

Lelouch is in a difficult position: he could either stay behind and die in front of his loved ones, or outlive everyone he knows, both of which would result in tragedy for the survivors. Instead, he let them move on, while he provides C.C. the comfort she desparately needs, be it for a few days, or for eternity.

Plus, rought translations show that he's working with her to depower her fallen contractees, so he's actually being useful this way.